Throughout my life, I have often felt overwhelmed by power that I couldn’t control.
It seems I have been living on a road in winter time in my whole life. However, it felt like the winter never seemed come to an end.
I felt that autumn was waiting for me rather spring comes after winter time. I felt like time flew not forward but backward.
I felt great comfort in that autumn after a long winter.
Maybe wind is too cold for those who meet the season of fall after spring and summer,
But it may be like fresh spring breeze for those who greet autumn after a long winter.
Over the winter, I was unable to move around even if I wanted to do. I was just curled up still.
My mental got worse and my physical health became weakened as well.
I was tied to the feeling of being useless and weakened.
Continuously the sorts of minds have been accumulated within me.
How you spend your days at home during cold winter times?
You can do whatever you want except for outdoor activities.
You can read, study, meditate, research and communicate with people globally.
You can learn much more through those activities at home than what you can get from your experience outdoor.
After some period of time, you can realize that you have acquired a lot of valuable knowledge within yourself. You may have been wondering outside even if now it is the time for you to look inside yourself.
Each person is flowing with time on his own different way.
It’s time to look inside you if nothing works well outside.
Listen to your inner self and understand the season presented to you,
Then soon, at some point, you could realize surely the season has changed.
Then you can go out and take an action to accomplish your will.
It would be a good preparation process to be fully focused on your inner voice from your true self before you do something.
Isn’t it much better to be that way than the things to be in the opposite way?
For me, meditation practice enabled me to overcome the process.
I could see and know what is true and what is false in my mind. I discarded my false mind as well through the meditation practice. It actually saved me.
It is possible to live well when we have our true mind.
I was able to get and contain the valuable knowledge with the true mind.
You can achieve what you want to achieve with true wisdom only when you have the Truth within you.
Don’t try to just fix what went wrong in haste.
To solve problems, you have to understand yourself first and look at what kind of value is inside you. Then you will find the answer that you have been searching for. As if the wind passes by, you will see things that once seemed problematic have disappeared.
